I feel so lost at times, seriously.

One moment, you can be oh so loving &nice.
The next moment, you're throwing your tantrums at me.
What is this?!
Do i seem like a person whom you can vent all your frustrations &anger on?

"Oh, i just woke up."
Seriously, it's nothing but an excuse..
Or probably there are just some other reasons which you refuse to share it with me.
&i dont see why so.
Almost 2 years, &you still choose to keep things to yourself instead of sharing it with me.
Sigh.

Not as if i can read your mind, though sometimes just a simple action from you &i know what you're planning to do, etc
But still, fyi i'm not Jesus neither am i God.
I'm a human, i dont have a pair of X-ray eyes to fully comprehend what's going on in that mind of your's.
If you dont speak up, how am i suppose to know what's troubling you &what not.

Of cze, there are times when i too just woke up from my nap &i still made it a point to talk to you nicely despite me being grouchy &all.
I swore i dint flare up at you, neither did i even raise my voice while talking to you.

Just think..
Has it even crossed your mind, that all these actions of yours will hurt me in a way or another?

I doubt you did.


Monday blues

Time passed unexpectedly fast today.
I likeeeeeee! :D
How i wish school will be like this everyday, just imagine how awesome will it be?!
Arrive in school for lessons in the morning, lunch breaks, etc.
Next, without you knowing you're released &the next moment you're already on your way home.
Aww, how nice isn't it~

Yes yes, continue daydreaming.
Hahah.

Anyhow, Complimentary Studies was called off this week! (:
E-learning week, thus we got our 3hours long break in between.
Duper boring at first, deciding where to chill &stuffs.
&we finally decided on L4D!
Sharon &Michelle joined us as well~

Pretty thrilling game, but i got a slight headache after the game ):
Couldn't rly stand the atmosphere in the lan, especially the loud booming sounds coming from the speakers.
Oh god, seriously not my
thang.

Back to school aftermath, &managed to sneak Michelle into our lecture hall (:

Lessons till 5 tmr, sigh.
Early dismissal, please? /:

Received the pictures from Sharon :D
But i decided not to post them all at one go, but a little at a time instead.


Looks like i'm pinching my nose with both of my fingers from this angle, but i'm not! /:

I'm so in love with the pink "curtains"!
Gorgeous.


Coolios, i love this effect! :D

Lastly,

Hahah.

Good bye! :D


Pedicure appointment with Gem Nails earlier in the morning.

&my last toe nail chipped off!
The next thing i knew, the entire nail came off! ):
Sigh, now my poor toe looks duper bare w/o my nail now.
Aww.

Did treatment, etc.
But without the application of nail colour, was told by the manicurist to give my nails a break from nail lacquers at the moment as my nails were rly dry /:
Love my clean nails now, no lacquers no nothing.

Helped to close shop aftermath.
Waited for Alvina to arrive &went for lunch~

Our first time there.
Pretty affordable prices, food's acceptable too~

Will be dining in there soon!
&i saw someone who looked exactly like SS sitting just directly opposite us!
Gosh, i was practically staring at him wondering if it was rly him.
But ohwell, i guess it's not afterall.

Cab'd down to one of the condos along Pine Grove next.
Attended Godma's grandson first month (:

Say hello to little Timothy! :D
Eyes half closed here, such a sleepyhead /:

Ohyes, he is mixed blood by the way.
I've got more unglam pictures of him here, ha!

Looks more adorable in real life, seriously.
Hahah, alright i sound so mean.

Chilled &cab'd home soon after (:

School tmr, again ):
Seriously sick &tired of attending all those lectures/tutorials, etc.

&i'm suddenly reminded of my yet untouched Math tutorial questions!
Oh lord, i'm actually determined that i'll start on them over the weekends /:
Laziness is growing in me, darn.

Star awards followed by S factor later on!
:D


Night class lasted till 830 yesterday.
Last lesson was Object Oriented Programming, somewhat similar to C#.
&sad to say, that's one of the modules which i abhor the most!!
Gosh, codes &more codes ):

Plus, i cant believe that our lab lecturer is actually a china guy!
Darn, did i mention how much i detest china nationals?!?!
Especially that particular toot in my class.
I hate you ok, that's final.
Unhelpful brat.

Anyhow, i'm glad Dad came over to pick me up after my night class ended.
It saved me from the hour long trip home (:
&as we girls were pretty afraid of heading to the toilet in the midst of the programming lesson cze the entire walkway was seriously deserted..we got each other for accompany.
Yes yes, timid! But who cares, hahah.

Came across an article in the newspaper some days back.
Doomsday is arriving in 3 years time, 2012.
True? /:
Pretty disheartening, but what can i do..
Unless a miracle happens or so, if not i guess nothing can change that fact.
Sigh.

Helluva pictures to be uploaded once i receive them from Sharon.
Camwhoreeee :D

Till then*


I miss the old you.
I miss the old you.
I miss the old you.
I miss the old you.
I miss the old you.
I miss the old you.
I miss the old you.
I miss the old you.
I miss the old you.
I miss the old you.

Sigh.

School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!
School sucks!


First day of school.
Utterly boring!!
Time passed especially slow for the first few modules, darn.
Hearing the lecturers monotone voice nearly landed me in my lala land /:
However, i'm glad it got better towards the end of the day (:

Got pissed off while i'm on my way to school this morning.

Just take a look at friggin crowd across the opposite platform!!
Faints* Had a hard time making my way through the kiasu people!
But lucky me, i'm not taking the green line /:

Reached Yck station &it was unexpectedly flooded with students.
Somehow, i dont remember seeing such a huge crowd on the first day of school? /:
mmm.

Bumped into Alvin in the campus during my break.
&next, bumped into Julia at the platform too.
Took me by surprise that she actually managed to recognise me.
Hahah, she's a friend i made during the first two days studying at Rp (:

Loveeee :D
Credits to Thistlebelle~

&one of my blings fell out today! ):
Duper sad man! Sigh.
Accidentally brushed my finger against something &the next thing i knew one of the blings came off &i couldn't find it anywhere.
But thank god, it isn't rly that obvious.

Lessons till three tmr &done (:


Did my nails over at Thistlebelle this morning :D
Chanced upon this online nail boutique whilst blog hopping.
Thus, i decided to give it a shot since her nail salon is home based at Toa Payoh which is rather convenient since it's quite near to my Mum's shop.

But cze, i'm not rly familiar with Tpy area..
She volunteered to fetch me to her place instead, how nice (:

Did a sweet pink base with silver french tip &bling blings, darn pretty!
Love it! :D

Post the picture up after i've received them from Junying.
Meanwhile, do visit www.thistlebellenail.blogspot.com!
As there's an April promotion going on at the moment~
A rly nice girl, love chatting with her (:


Anyway, we caught Handsome Suit yesterday!

Super hilarious!
Well, at least to me though.
Hahah!!

&i must say love is extremely smart, cze somehow he managed to figure out that Hiroko is the plump spectacled girl.
mmm.

The other day, spotted the filming crew at Tpy!
Just directly outside the shop area, how cool~

That's Mo Xiao Ling in the blue shirt..

Only managed to capture their backviews..
Filming Nu wang ben se if i'm not wrong.
Funny scenes &my my they've got duper loud voices.
Hahah.

School's starting tmr )):
Dread it, sigh.


Cant seem to sign in my blogger account using Mozilla Firefox due to some weird cookie &Javascript problem /:
Lucky me, there's the all time Internet Explorer to save my day! Hahah.
Anyway, anyone know of how to solve such problems?

Supposingly, we dint have to head down to shop today cze it so happens Siewying(another helper in the shop) was there.
As such, Love &i happily planned to head down to town for Popeye, movies aftermath etc.
However, plans were screwed up when we received a call from Mum on our way to town asking us to help her with a delivery instead.
Darnnn, i swear i was seriously fuming mad at that point of time man!
Like hello?!?! You jolly well knew we had plans to go out today &of all people you chose us to help with the delivery.

Not as if Siewying cant help, &fyi it's merely 6 bundles of flowers.
Not as if they weigh a ton.
Not as if there isn't a trolley to lighten her burden.
Not as if the temple is located miles away, when it's only TWO or so blocks away from the shop only.
Not as if she cant make double trips, if without the help of the damn trolley.
Not as if she cant ring the temple people to inform them that there aren't enough helpers to deliver today, kindly make a trip down to the shop to collect their damn flowers instead.

Not as if..
Sigh.

&to make things worse, the damn man at the temple gave us his black face the moment he saw us approching.
I swear i nearly wanted to throw the 3 bundles of flowers which i'm holding at his damn face!
!@#$%^&*()

Try putting yourself in my shoes, will you be angry?!

Alright, time to chill after all those rantings.
Feels a wee bit better now.

Went for face threading with Mum earlier on.
Love the outcome! Smooth &clean face after that :D
However, the process was f painful!!
Someone with a relatively low pain threshold like me seriously cant stand the pain /:
Indeed, no pain no gain (:
How true~

Movie date w love tmr.
HOPEFULLY, nothing will crop up last minute AGAIN.
It'd better not.

Random~
Got this rly "beautiful" scratch mark on my thigh now ):
Caused by my very own finger nail -.-
Love's partially at fault as well, hahah!

Pretty pretty hibiscus flower :D
Tons of beautiful plants &flowers at the shop currently, somewhat like a garden paradise.
Hahah!


Movie date w love tmr is totally screwed!! ):
Just when i thought we can rly enjoy these four more days before school starts..
Mum rang me up earlier on &told us to head down to the shop tmr &on Friday as well.

Feeling seriously low now, of all days why tmr &Friday?
Sigh, yes i know the movie can be postponed to Saturday..
But come to think of it, during this whole long vacation just how many times have i exactly gone out to relax myself?
Be it with friends or love..
I can jolly well count it using my five fingers.
Yes, it's that pathetic.
The time spent at the shop is way more as compared to the times i'm out there enjoying myself.

Sometimes, i'm always turning down my friends offer of asking me to go out to chill with them.
Why? Cze of the shop.
It's always about this. Never-ending.

Sunday, manicure appointment so i'm only left with Saturday with love.
One pathetic day, &it just totally puts off all my mood to go out already.
Darnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Duper pissed off! I swear.


Dead tired, gosh!
I can sense my poor feet yearning for a massage right now.
Been mostly on my foot today, thus resulting in sore &painful legs now ):
Darnnn, hopefully counterpain will cure it all..

Busy day at the shop today..
Reason being, Indian New Year tmr. (or rather today)
Waited for this darn supplier who told us that he'll reach our shop at round 830.
But hell no, we waited like some fools till 10 &yet no sign of that idiot black man.
Bombed his cell, but to no avail.
Just you wait, i bet you'll definitely get hell from my Mum tmr.

Closed up, had our duper late dinner etc &finally reached home at friggin 1230!!
Just helping out at the shop alone, seriously drained away most of my energy man.
Left with a couple more days before school resumes )):
Not much time left, cherish..

Chanced upon these pictures whilst clearing my folders..

Bangssssss, somehow or rather i miss having bangs now /:

I loathe my curly side fringe at times!!
Why must there be a friggin dent in the middle~

Now, dont probe why my left hand was positioned like that..

Maybe, i should consider reverting back to bangs!
Hahah.

mmm.


Lost the feel to blog lately..

Why..


I've been wanting to update this little space for the past two days or so, however my internet kept dying on me!! Darnnnn.
Got me duper pissed off at times /:
I guess the router is most probably the one giving me the problems, gna get it changed sooner or later..

Exactly 10 more days before the new term officially begins ):
How time flies, why cant school start on the 27 instead?! (Just like Tp)
Whateverrrrrrrrrrr~
School sucks, like always.

Good Friday today, &as expected it rly did pour during 3plus in the noon.
Plus lighting &loudddd thunder, which scared the hell outta me a couple of times today.
Anyway, Mum told me that it'll never fail to rain every 3 in the noon on Good Fridays.
How true is that..as for the story behind why it'll rain i guess every Catholic should know.
Something about Jesus Christ &stuffs /:

Baking sometime ago..

Outcome was pretty satisfactory..finished everything up within a couple of days.
Unlike love's ):

These few days were rather mundane, pretty much just heading down to the shop to help &nothing else ):
Hopefully, after next tues i'll have some spare time to rest before school commences.

&for no rhyme or reason, my back is aching up again.
Darnnn, why is everything so wrong these few days..


Town'd with love today (:

Caught Confessions of a shopaholic at Cineleisure.

Like what the title suggests, shopaholic!!
&that's one of the main reasons why i wna catch this flick :D

Was roaring with laughter at certain parts, duper hilarious!
Especially the one when she accidentally hit the male lead's face with a fan while dancing.
Ohman, hahah!

Had lunch over at Kobayashi beforehand &went over to Heerens to check out my hinge wallet.
Red is hawt, but still i prefer pink /:
Went to have snow ice at the basement aftermath, the one Shuni recommened (:
To FEP next!
&it so happened, we bumped into Ong wei Hong there.

Should i or should i not get that cute little shimmer puff?!
mm.

Bumped into a couple of people today.
Firstly was owh then Jr &Daphne &lastly Sihui &Huiling :D
Small world~

Bought cookies after our movie.

Sweeet.

Let's not quarrel over tiny matters, alright.


Out with Joelyn todayyyy! :D
Though time spent with her was pretty short, cze we met at a much later time which was round 430!!
&she made me wait for her like half an hour?! ):
Hahah, so you owe me one now yeah :P
But still, that few hours were spent quite wisely! :D

Went to FEP, &once again we girls started our retail therapy!
Off to hunt for our clothes, like always~
Sad to say, i dint have enough cash on me today.
&so now you know the consequences..
I'm heading back there again next weekkkk!
Hahah, together with Joelyn that is.
We've yet to finish walking the entire shopping mall..
3hours is seriously not enough at all /:

Bought my romper &tube.
Satisfied! (:
More to come, the following week /:
But on the other hand, i made a promise not to overspend as well.

Before meeting Joelyn, i make a trip down to the National Library for a delivery with love.

Roamed round Junction aftermath, lunch'd &off to the arcade~
Went to the one at the basement, but left after a while cze i couldn't stand the blasting music.
Instead, we went to the one for kids at level 3! :P

Uber fun!

Collected 70 over tickets within an hour or so..
We'll be back~

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