We're drifting both physically and mentally.


Shag
Not rly in the mood to blog these days.
So just some random updates here and there~

-Third day without you accompanying me to and fro from school.
-Feeling so uneasy and paranoid these few days.
-Tons of thoughts flooding my mind every now and then.
-Fyp life seems to be even duller without you around in school.
-The Dts in our class are getting more strict and irritating nowadays, morons!
-Restless in school every single day.
-Caught a film today after school with lovelove (:

Fantastic movie i'd say!!
A pity we dint catch it in 3D /:
Well, perhaps another time.

And thanks for the sweet surprise earlier on
Seriously dint expect you to buy it :D

Driving lesson tmr evening, hopefully i'll not make any more silly mistakes during the assessment.
Good luck to me~

I must quit thinking of such negative thoughts anymore.


Short lived happiness

Sometimes i wonder do you even care at all?
You seem so nonchalant about everything whereas i'm the only one here worrying about this and that.
Why is that so? ):

My heart feels so heavy, and this uneasiness is seriously killing me!
Feeling so helpless and all, so afraid that things will take a turn for the worst.
Will it?

I need your assurance, yes i need it badly.


Down and out.

Managed to reset the hits counter again, wonder which crazy fellow kept spamming non stop.
It's all down to one again.

Anyway, results were out this morning.
Passed all, but not so lucky for lovelove ):
Sigh, looks like my prayers weren't answered afterall.
Wasn't rly in the best of mood for the entire day eversince the results were out.
Feeling so down and all.

Hopefully, he'll be able to complete that particular module and concurrently finish up his Fyp at the same time.
Sigh.


Spent the first half of my day lazing around at home.
Piano lessons as usual in the morning then followed by lunch.
And i decided to decorate my nails :D

Loving it, the red and white combination reminds me of mickey mouse!
Hehe.

Anyway, had this sudden urge to do a little shopping and so i made a trip down to Jurong Point.
Managed to get a top for myself, at least better then nothing :P
And on the way home, it suddenly poured so heavily that i had no choice but to get Ani down to fetch me.
Even so, i still got drenched..how nicexzx.

Waited for Mum to arrive home before we went to the salon.
Trimmed and did treatment, wanted to touch up my roots initially..but ohwell another time~
Swear i'm loving the texture of my hair now, duper smooth!! :D

Dinner at Granny's in the evening.
And happy one month to baby Ashlyn! (:

Such a sleepy head, no matter how much we poke/disturb her she just wont budge a single bit!
Sleeping beauty.

Anyhow, caught Being Human yesterday with lovelove.

Not that bad though, typical Jack Neo films.

Sigh, school again tmr.
I DONT WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! ):

Tuesday, dooms day.
Releasing of our results.
Dear god, please bless that we'll be able to make it through together.

Happy 34 months, ykkkkk! :D


Out of a sudden, i'm missing those secondary school days all over again.
Time machine, anyone?

Life was much better that time.


There's this bitch/slut which has been irritating the hell outta me again recently.
Just the sight of her seriously makes my blood boil!!
And sorry even though you no longer bother him anymore, but still my hatred for you will never cease.
Too bad, but that's the way i am (:

Honestly speaking, how i wish you can just disappear from this school, this course forever!
Just dont let me see your f.face ever again, or rather to put it bluntly...JUST GO AND DIE!!
All problems will be solved immediately man, world peace! \m/
Sometimes you just dont see how annoying you are, isn't it?!
Trying to suck up to guys so badly and all, aww~
Pathetic soul.

I pity that bf of your's, seriously.


School.
Morning break.
Schematic diagram.
Lunch break.
Schematic diagram.
Tea break.
Schematic diagram.
Self declared dismissal at 430pm.

Guess it's gna be the same old routine tmr again(except that dismissal is at 6 instead), UNLESS i figure out which wires to cut and where to place the switch.
I've been cracking my brains and staring at the schematic diagram and circuit board for the past few days already, but to no avail.
Sought help from my mates, but their sarcastic remarks rly turned me off!
Felt like giving them two tight slaps, or better still a kick in their balls straight.
Ill-mannered brats, to hell with you guys! _l_

Pissed


Shag

Headed straight home after school today instead of going down to the shop.
Wasn't in the best of mood today, felt rather moody to be exact.
Guess it's all Fyp's fault!
Darnnnn, i swear i'm dreading it every single day man ):
Ain't looking forward to it at all, seriously.
I know i've been ranting about this for umpteen times already, but..i just couldn't help it.
Apologies.

Anyhow, visited the IT fair yesterday with lovelove.
It was the last day, and of cze it was f.packed with people!
Darnnn, with all the jostling and all i swear i nearly died of suffocation inside the exhibition hall.
Went to check the price of the camera and the drop in price wasn't that significant afterall.
Sadly, just by a little only /:

Went to find his friend aftermath, chilled outside the hall and went window shopping at Suntec and Marina Sq together.
Slacking while working, greatxzx right!
Hahah, made reservations at Yuki Yaki and had dinner together as well.
Legs were aching like mad yesterday, thanks to the wedges.

And i feel that i'm spending alot of money nowadays.
Not only apparels, stuffs like accessories/contact lens etc.
All of which are from the internet, online shopping kills!
Impulsive buying, i should stop.
But whenever i open my closet..i find myself sitting there looking at the pile of clothes not knowing what to wear.
Darn, contradicting much.

Photos taken quite sometime back~
Things we do when we're bored, hehe.

Munching on seaweed.

Twisti!


I love you, you love me.
We're happy family, with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you.
Wont you say you love me too!


Thank god, it's the weekends! :D
I swear i nearly died during the past one week of Fyp!
No buddies, no internet, no joy, no laughter, no nothing!
Wasn't even looking forward to school man, cze i know everyday from 830 to 6 will be the same old routine and sadly this mundane routine will last me another 11 more weeks.
Attempted to modify my schematic diagram and the end result was rather messy, with wires all over the place /:
Sigh, it's not like i didn't try but ohwell i admit i suck big time at such stuffs /:

Went for my driving lesson after school on Friday, had my assessment and honestly speaking i think i wasn't even concentrating at all.
Though my points did decrease, but i had 8 immediate failures as compared the previous time whereby i only had 1 ):
Must be Fyp's fault, such long hours in school made me mad already.
Lovelove came to fetch me after my lesson and went for dinner together.
It's been a long time eversince he did stuffs like that, was taken aback by surprise when he said that.
Hehe~

Anyway, some backdated photos which i've received from S.

Candid.

Monkey, hahah!

Seriously missing the times with them.
Miss doing lame yet funny things together.
Miss joking around with them.
Miss camwhoring together with them.
Miss doing stupid stunts together.
Miss skipping lessons together with them.
Miss those mugging sessions together.
All in all, i just miss hanging out with them! ):

11 more weeks of torturous Fyp.
Good luck to all~


Kite Flying

Now time for the photos taken at Marina Barrage with the usuals the other day! :D

Each and everyone of us contributed food for the mini picnic~
Quick bites like sandwiches, chips, drinks, etc.

Thank god we managed to find a nice little spot under the shade, not too sunny..just nice (:

Decided to tuck into the food first, cze most of us were famished by then!
Had a quick munch and went to fly our kites (:

Busy tying the strings to the kite..

With our lousy kite /:
Why lousy you'll ask, cze before we even managed to get it up in the sky..the string somehow got tangled up in a terrible mess and had no choice but to abandon it ):
12 bucks down the drain~

Dont judge a book by it's cover, how true.
Hahah, though their kite may seem childish..but at least they managed to get it soaring high up!
Unlike our's ):
And to think that we were still laughing about their kite not able to fly and stuffs, speak about karma..

Sun was scorching hot that day!

Spot the kite?!

Bryan flying his kite, while on the other hand we were having a hard time trying to get our damn kite up in the sky!

Rly gigantic kite as compared to the rest of the kites flying there.

After an hour or so, S and i totally gave up.
It just refused to get itself off the ground, pissing us off!
Instead the strings got tangled instead, how nicexzxz.
Had no choice but to take turns to fly their kite~

Back to the shade, couldn't rly stand the heat.
Camwhoreeee time, hehe.

Say Hi to mr. gayyyyy.
Hahah!

Headed out into the sun after that.
But not to continue flying the kite, instead we went to explore the place.
It was pretty packed considering the fact that it's a weekday, a Thursday if i'm not wrong.

Love the breeze.

Kept laughing non stop after these two pictures were taken!!

Sun's beginning to set~

Emo guy.

Emo guy with his kite, cant rly spot it in this photo though /:

Meeeee! :D
Well taken, love the effects!!

Went down to the water playground during the evening, hoping that it's open so that we can play.
But sadly, it's under renovation and it'll only be open the following day.
Just our luck.

Love the colour combination at the back~

Hahah!

Took a couple of jump shots, turned out to be quite successful.

This was meant to be a jump shot but faileddddd!
And apparently after taking this photo, one of my slipper flew off and we had such a tough time searching for it man!
Anyway, it landed somewhere in between the bushes -.-
Powerful leg i've got.

Explored the place, took pictures :P

Coollllll~

Pervert lurking outside the ladies! /:

Tiring, but FUNNNN! :D
More of such outings please~

And finally it's Friday tmr!
Time, please pass slower during the weekends.

Been suffering for the whole of these 4 days.
Suffering in a sense that from 830 to 6, i'm practically staring at either my desktop which has no internet connection at all, or at the damn schematic diagram!
Trying to modify the diagram, but to no avail.
Totally suck balls at such stuffs, instead i borrowed Bryan's laptop/facebook account and chatted with S online~
Hahah, at least i wasn't so bored /:
Thanks anyway!

Guess it'll be another torturous day tmr again.
Sigh.
I hate you, Fyp! Bloody idiot.